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N E U R O G L Y P H S (Parallel Songs in a Molecular Key) by Neil Freer The Philotropic Equilibrist - At Apogee The Chant of Non-Koan - Breaking The Godspell The Inescapable Universe Welcome! We have not been waiting for you! We knew you would meet us everywhere! If you are a seasoned traveler Enjoy your acceleration! If new to these velocities Please stow your carry-on fears under your seat And carefully read the book in front of you. Several times.
More than the pregnant Poet-word (Some culled club Of a dull two-edged cliche) Neither a black belt in innuendo Nor a silver tongue for solipsism; More than idiosyncratic privatisms, Incomprehensible emotion, Simpering syntax, Or the correct academic thing. Only embarrassing, The shambling, threadbare vocabulary Obsequiously rattling mediocre metaphors In the tin cup of one's inadequacy, Panhandling the reader's Uncomfortable contribution. Quite incomplete, The public gashing of hysterical wrist, The ceremonial disembowelment Over innocent paper, The obtuse capitulation to the void In impeccable Italian clothes, Or the picking of one's emotional scabs Offered, in bruised defiance, As facsimile of a complex universe. Only tolerable, The romantic perception that, At its best, the making of poetry Differs from meditation Only in that one judges it Sufficiently significant To pause in the toroidal spiral Of hyperrecursion to splash a bit of ink, Scratch a few inchoate syllables, Pan a rough neural gem Or flecks of intellectual gold, Enough for one more decent meal Of fresh metaphor garnished, perhaps, By an appropriate word or two With the elusive charisma, body and bouquet Analog of an unhurried sherry. Yet insufficient, Even the profound articulation Attained in the tranquil eye Of counterclockwise anxiety, Or the unanticipated vision seen Staggering from some transparent, Unlocatable fire. More satisfactory that, Beyond the prescient probing Of the quick and the deft When the ambiguous roots of equations That must be written in three dimensions Warp the Cartesian axes Of our elemental perception In the complex gravity Of reflexive consciousness, The elegant delineation Of symbiotic topologies taxes Even poetry's meta-syntactical flexion. When sanity sends you an invoice, Caught pacing the fractal fringes Of four-dimensional retuition, One must mint metaphor In real time With a non-arbitrary vocabulary So pungently precise It silences the transforms of intuition, Creates a dynamic ad hoc integrity, And resonates, A sympathetic shiver Of intuitive delight, In those who know the place But not its name, The name but not that it is a place, A name so seriously precise That it is humorous, A diamond point of oscillating Morphogenetic transception. As we tame poetry's laryngeal strut, Effete verbalizations, To the high tasks of humor, And the higher task of wisdom, Slowly the slippery imprecision Of the rose garden, Quickens to trans-dimensional perception. At the still point of the turning universe, All meaning can become so clear No poetry is possible; Words lose their charm, Shimmering in consensual resonance, Polarized to transparency By the orthogonal oscillation Of their duplex roots. Poetry alight Is fore-space reification A luminous obsidian microscapel Of orthoscopic discovery "Turn a word, with precision, Turn a war, a world." To say the least, If it is possible to say the least, It is probably not possible To say the very least While you are the music, But shall we not try? (an invitation) So, Playful terror of pedestrian bards, Disdainer of menopausal musings, Imploder of their cloyed vehicles, I come, seeking the prerequisite tuning Among you somnambulant singers For I am this spacetime's itinerant Crafter of the new language; Lapidary of the touchstone word, The singing singularity; Seeker of isotropic freedom Face to the stellar winds, Rider of gravitational groundswells Undulating galactic undertow; Juggler of alternate universes Strolling the ubiquitous fringing Vast violet whirlpools of captive light; Purveyor of phoneme tokens For transelectromagnetic transit, Chronicler of quantum suggestions Driven by their transparent potential To leave cryptic conceptual cairns; Dispatcher of the urgent image Rumoring events in the ancient future Fragments of alien conversations Whispering along astral geodesics; Cherisher of the isospin relationship, Exquisite sexual synchronicity, Vehicle of elegant molecular geometry Shimmering spiral of binary intelligence; Forger of the explorer's canticle Space-ready and earth-content. Tear down the dusty shrines to Anachronism, Monasteries of your private sensitivities! I'll teach you the relativistic space-craft, Quantum modalities fitting of our kind, In the key of zero-G.
back
to top
In a time of younger
vectoring
The subtle pragmatic
hiss
Of quantum statistical
static
Or sudden irradiations
From cosmic thunderclaps
Light-years old
Spider-alerted
my personal web
Into grotesque
local distortions,
Comic fatigue from
colored infusions,
Fiber optic fibrillations
Flashing through
the labyrinthine
Endocrine rites
of passage ... leading to fear.
In time and out
of time
One learns to witness
The recapitulative
Classic cellular
metaphors
Impersonal hormonal
software
Polarizing the
stochastic proclivities
Of our bicameral
genetics
Sequentially tripping
smooth molecular relays
Analog grammar
of our survival.
One gains paralogical
balance
To surf the thunderclap's
curl,
Traversing the
multiple ecliptics
Of the bead game's
conversation,
Taught by gratuitous
densifications
Quite logical but
always amazing
Accelerated by
foregranting friendships
Interpersonal tendrils
glowing
In nondescript
times
Amplified intelligent
fusions
Leading to universe
doubling love.
In a fit of fun
Under a full moon
Swung a luminous
hip at me
Said "....you feel?"
"Definitely, strolling,
I'll fabricate
you a rolling field effect
An unilateral symmetry
convergent
In this aromatic
haze
Singing in hologrammatical
cadences
Of a gentle sinuosity
Suspended in transpersonal
space.
....Would you
like a bite?"
"Certainly, I've
tickets to your show!
Dusky glittering
phallicisms pollinating the gibbering wind
Idly rolling the
rattling limit-cubes
Of discarded concepts
where
Metaphysics' dry
night
Goes blind with
fright
My ( tittering
) hero!"
Closed-lipped,
continued
By mock-strike
laughing finger
Arching my back
as it gold-trailed,
Drew consciousness
across my blushing abdomen.
In those private
times
When we pluck the
shimmering lattices
Of quadramatrix
consciousness
Into asymmetrical
harmonics,
Hurtling outbound
through the heroic asteroids
Of our rational
minds,
Most ancient song
begins to unbind
Our mutual histoglyphics
Into succulent synchronicities.
And suddenly I
remember In peripheral history
That, significantly,
bones glow, sinews grin,
Subtle molecular
intrusion triggering
Tissueflex signalquickening
Fringe rippled
neuronet extends
Through paisley
fractal dimensions
Absorbing the smiling
infusions
Of your binary
gravity.
Outbound, unbound,
The awarenesses
that we care to share simply
Become in the silvered
curved emulsion
Parent transmind
of our transparent mind
Proximal activation
of genetic epigrams
As the content
of our context
Becomes the context
of our content'.
The inexorable
hedonic overtones
Of those ancestral
harmonies
Excite the fluid
frequencies
Of our binary pulsar
drive
As awareness rebounds
coterminous
With consensual
universe
Until the parallel
imprecision
Of our asymptotic
velocities
Sparks across the
limit set of ecstasy
Exquisite acceleration
into hyperdrift
Time past and time
future
Only retrospective
convergencies
As we read the
flickering neuroglyphs
Embedded in incandescent
filigrees
Of synaptic conversation
Along this unimaginable
apogee.
In cosmic double
entendre we become
The modes of our
perception,
Extrusions of consciousness
Through the prism
of gravity
Rainbowing the
quantum preunity
Into a spectrum
of encrypted frequencies
Whose indigenous
syllogistics
Cascade kaleidescoping
In self-referencing transforms:
Reality the hologrammatical
standing wave
Perceived by the
surreal light
Of strobing cancellations
In the hypercomplex
of interference patterns
Called "now".
Re-initiation
As a quantum modality
Requires a pliant
scalar grace
To be prepotent
pheromemes
Laughing across
dimensions,
Curled so tightly
they whisper
In an unthinkable
friction.
Undulating Escherian
fabrics
Woven of the naked
laws of form,
Rarefy to Cagian
stillness,
Resonating non-transactions
Without conceptual
subtitles,
Until quaint compassion
Is the only valid currency;
Calling/crossing
diamond token
Deposited unboard
The subquantal
shuttle
Rapid transit two.
Here one must forego
even the language
Spoken only in
pastperfect humor
Tensed along the
back of the eyes
Learned in the
very ancient future
From savants, outlaws
and cognoscenti
Who have slipped
the event horizons
Of select singularities.
Re-cognition,
In the quantum
modality,
Dimensionless reification
Across interpersonal
synapses
Oscillating conscious
equation
Scintillating maximum
pleasure
Of minimal differentiation
Humorous helical
undulation
Of transparent
vulnerability
Neurolexicons equilibrating
In synchronous
phase spaces
A few smiling photons
exchanging
The negotiated
symmetry
Of congruent initial
conditions
In sparse engrammatical
syntax
The frictionless
retroactivity
Of gene-field recognition.
Here one must finally
forego
Even the tincture
of exponentiated poetry,
The beautiful blasphemy
of thinking.
The intrinsically
recurrent
Seductive solution
Anticipatory inescapability
Now only a rote
declension,
A reflexive Dopplering
contrail,
The tense of security.
Communication,
In any way we know
we know
Becomes,
If one wishes to
be informed,
An epistemologically
humorous dare;
Becomes,
If one desires
to be in form,
An effort;
Becomes,
If one deliberates,
An arbitrary construction;
Becomes,
If one decides,
An intrinsic construction;
Becomes,
If one differentiates,
Things
Becomes,
If one chooses,
The universe
Becomes,
If one chooses
to persist,
Laughter.
Here
One
May
Even
Respectfully
Fore-go.
Somewhere along
freefall
Fourth derivative
friction In the multiplexing geometries
Generates infra-images,
Relative trans-forms
Emergent in the
iridescent geodesics,
Churning conceptual
webs,
Reconstructed selves
In reconstituted
universes,
Only possibles
yet In the teeming of probables.
Intelligence experienced
Is reflexive pleasure;
Intelligence understood
The beginning of
existence
As pure information.
Our omniscient
fingertips
Reify, touch as
polyvariant topologies
Tuning the superstrings
of duality
Teasing non-local
harmonics into empathy
Still beyond the
innuendo of trajectory;
Re-cognizable velocity
Only a congealing
overtone.
The monolithic
threshold
Of allowable universe
encountered
At humming velvet
velocity crystallizes
Molecular memories
past and future
Glittering in the
merging mirrors
Of contracting
dimensions
Tracking one's
timeline origin
By atomic pheromones
At four liquid
frames per second
Toward rising cellular
symphonies
Sudden solar resonances
awaken
To the onset of
conscious sleep
Prerequisite the
rites of intricate passage
Through local customs.
Too soon the familiar
Reentry corridor
echoing
Chattering scenarios
Hawked by second
class deities
Forecasts and rumors
Headlines of the
politics of evolution,
Seductive consensuals
Offering limbic
thrills In elationary traps
Premature finalizations,
Limited noetic
exultations,
In the clean rooms
of idealized realities.
The games of thinkable
gods
Are always antique
ecstasies,
Even the exalted
plucking of superstrings
Played coterminous
with universe
An intrinsic pastime
of past time
Only possible derivatively
In a relatively
relative space-time.
If you think about
it.
Slowly the universe,
Incredible specificity,
The grinding expedient
And the impractical
essential,
Polite periodicities
Dealt with in humor
As the contrails
fade,
In the cyclic redemption
of citizenship.
Patience is a Newtonian
virtue
Only in Cartesian
space.
Treading the opposites
As stones to the
teahouse,
Each step a statement,
Or juggling them
as runes
Each toss a pun,
a parable
One gains paralogical
balance
At the coda of
refractive thresholds
So....
Permit us not
To impinge ourselves
We are only an
extended
Non-koan
Our stance
Our pace
Intrusive tone
Muscle-drum
And xylophone bone
Unrhymed in non-time
A reciprocating
dance
Equilibrating
Philotropically
In our own phase-space.
back
to top
Permit me not
To introduce myself
I am only Non Koan
A rhythmic limbic,
One hand band,
Duplex monologue
Cosmic travelogue
Symbiotic pedagogue
Like a Zen master's
cane
Augural doggerel's
my game.
Parental pair
Called me Chiton
Such a horny polysaccharide
Thorn in the side!
But mimicked either,
Copied neither,
Jived the hive.
I am notes in the
margin
My own style
My own smile
Slightly dapper
Evolutionary bootstrapper.
Call me Paraphrase
Or out of phase
I'm a spacetime
dancer
Verbal tightrope
prancer
Wild side walker
Relativistic double-talker.
Language a game,
At least a predilection,
Genetic addiction.
Poetry's only a
paper caper
Weak flickering
taper
But Non Koan grammar
Hits like a hammer;
Giant scrabble
In which to dabble.
No fame. No
blame.
Look in my eyes
And find the free
lance ambiot
That is both
You and I
Know the arcane
lore
Of solipsism's
spore
Prepackaged freeze-dried
umbra,
In-the-know matter
Littering the intellectual
tundra
Where metaphysics'
dry night
Goes blind with
fright
Level of rarity,
Parity of synchronicity,
Where prime rhyme's
the same
As patrician periodicity.
A
Salespitch chant
Do not linger
With the ancient
singers
At the corner of
Garlic and Rose.
Put ethnic traps
To your back
Take gentle leave
Of cloying tugs
at your sleeve.
Daylight or night
Cleave to the spot
Charmed matrix
dot
Under the stoplight
Where, in a pinch,
Moving only an
inch
Always allows you
to go.
You can see,
Through my inflections,
That a purveyor
I am
Of botanical confections.
So!
Step right through,
folks!
Step right through!
Tell you what I'm
not going to!
What I have in
this vial,
In a very short
while,
Spins you through
an age
As if through a
page!
Prevents with a
taste
A whole life of
waste!
The product of
my vat
Can transform Laplace
Into Schroedinger's
cat!
In a wink, with
a drink,
Make Descartes
really think!
Tell you what I'm
not going to!
The one and many
Molecular cosmic
mirror cleaner
I'll GIVE it to
you If you'll just step through!
Before all, after
all,
What else is the
sound
Of a one hand band?
Permit me not
To ingratiate myself
I am uneasily Non
Koan
A progressively
digressive
Introspective
Conceptual miscreant
Oxymoronic deviant
Epistemic recreant
Like the aikido
master's game
Your aggression
is my digression.
In my search for
the exotic
Biopyrotechnics
that endure
Most curious pleasure
I've been able to procure,
A laser-traced
treasure,
Polyhedral crystal
polyglot
Of science fiction
diction
Spoken by Swartzchilders
Who trade in pastperfect
futures
And quantum commodities
far wilder
While summering
along private radii
Following their
relative bent
To a pregeometric
extent
Sipping Brownian
fizzes ithout visible change
Except to the range
Of their horizon's
events.
To be explicit
I do not traffic
In the gross
Or in the illicit
But once, by mistake,
Intergalactic Metropole
Down a black hole
Followed me
To their chagrin,
Since, once they
were in,
They found, in
awe,
Regarding matters
perverse,
The Law serves
the sentence --- in reverse.
Yet, permit me
not
To intrude myself
I am simply Non
Koan
A serpentine endocrine
Positive misnomer
Logical non-sequitur
Sensitive receptor
Polysyllabic perpetrator
Like the philosopher
stoned
Infinite regression's
my profession.
Recently returning
From the quantum
outback
(Squeezed in the
nick
Through a suspension
Of the consensual
That would give
even Kali a kick!)
Glimpsed graffiti
On the subquantal
shuttle,
As I loaded my
trove for home,
-- such a subtle
rebuttal --
"Home is only a
genome!"
"Quarks are atomic
pheromones!"
Then it's slide
The stark stellar
dark
In glorious hyperdrive,
Down and through
The sullen solar
stew
(One must shield
one's stock
When the crackling
electric demons
Lurking in Van
Allen's belt
Begin to pelt
With elastic shock)
Skirting the gravity
of customs,
For I am, by election,
A dedicated purveyor
Of molecular confections.
But, permit me
not
To reiterate myself
I am certainly
Non-Koan
A slippery symbiont
Ordinarily extraordinaire
Pedagogically laisse-faire
Iconoclastically
doctrinaire
Like imaginary
numbers
Uneasy solutions
are my fame.
So! Step right
through, folks!
Step right through!
Tell you what I'm
not going to!
In a blink
Through a chink
In the consensual
window
I'll guide you
as you go
If you'll just
step through!
From the clear
space
Between innocent
smoke
And fearful mirrors
Between the teahouse
And the recent
future
A deftly adept
Collector of intellectual
taxes
I use
Re-verse,
Hash-verse
Rattling the conscious
bone
Syleptically syntaxing
Incongruent conceptions
To drive a no-point
home.
Permit me to excuse
myself
I am a transmuting
koan
A cosmic windharp
Atonally tuned
Fore-space roamer
Fractal beachcomber
Slippery Janus-joker
The knave of the
game called Names
Yet, when caught
in your freeze frame,
Infinite progression's
the game of my name.
So, do not let
the driving rhyme
The song of a one
hand band
Cause you to miss
the new paradigm
Celebration of
a grand reality
The regality of
relative immortality
At the coda of
refractive thresholds
In a time of younger
vectoring...
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